Special mercy

Gurudev will open his heart to his disciple when he will find his disciple is very polite, is following the
instruction in proper way then Sri Gurudev will advice and he will hold his hand after that point of time. Before that Sri Gurudev will wait to take him to the track of bhakti path, the way of acheiving the stage of
prema. Rupa Goswamipad said so many things; ādau śraddhā, then Sri Guru blessing, then pratice will start. Then he said’tha bhajana-kriyā but bhajan kriya will actually start when we will get some taste, dedication
in our practice, that time our practice will start. Then by Guru blessing all the anartha will go out, the
problems will go out. Then niṣṭhā, dedication will start then we will get taste then askati that means
attachment when this attachment will come, when we will feel this attachment with Sri Krishna then actually
our bhajan will start. Until the time you get this attachment you should feel that I am very near to Krishna, I
have nothing only Krishna is there; then our bhajan will start, until that time we have to continue our
practice and that is vaidi bhakti. Yes we all are following raganuga path but in raganuga bhakti there are two
part; one is vaidi bhakti and other is raganuga. Our bhajan is raganuga bhajan because from rasa we have to
go to sambandh, the attachment, the relation. So the path is raganuga bhajan but inside of this raganuga
bhajan there are two part one is vaidi, practice part, when the practice will continue in a good way then the
realization will appear, then the stage of raganuga will start and from that the stage of askati, attachment. So
when Sri Gurudev will see that his disciple is following his instruction and he want Krishna in his life then
he will hold the hand of disciple, then he will show the path then the path will open in front of us.